Thursday, October 16, 2008

Mistakes


This is my Godbrother Joseluis but we call him"rubio". He is very smart but unfortunaetly, he made a bad choice. This chose was smoking! He is only twelve years old!I dont understand what was going through his mind, but it so happens to be that he may be addicted because he has been smoking for about a year. He is so young and innocent looking but looks are very deceiving. When his mom found out, he got the whipping of his life! but that is the only way that he may learn. Maybe now he wont smoke anymore,This mistake toke a fear years of his life.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

My Godsister Jayliene


This is my Godsister Jayliene Luna. She may be as cute as a button, but her attitude is worse than a lion at times. I love her so much, besides who wouldnt? She loves to help out around the house. For example she loves washing dishes. But other than that she loves dancing, singing, playing with her dolls and painting her nails.On the other hand, she loves to curse in spainish and english and fight with her brothers. Hopefully, when she starts school she wont fight with other kids because she seems to be a bully.

My Parents



These are my parents, yes I know I look like my father. They are very strict, but I love them for that. Without them I would not give life value. They taught me to be the person that I am today and to be a strong young lady. They dont know I toke these photos because they hate taking pictures. If they find out, I would have to delete this. Anyways, they both struggled to offer me what they did not have. They are always there for me and they give me advice for all those trouble that I was going through. Even though I dont see much of them, they still keep things in order. I dont know what I would do without them because I cant live without them. I love them very much and I would give up my life for them.

My Little Sister



This is my Little sister Leanne.This little girl can get on my last nerve but I cant be without her. Everyone says that she is like my daughter because I always fix her hair, dress her up and teach her how to be a young lady.But that is all part of being the oldest sibling. Her looks can decieve you because she has the worst attitude ever. But other than that she is the best little sister anyone can ask for. She is always around giving me a helping hand, even without me asking. Nobody better mess with her beause they wont know what is coming.

Jayden, We Miss You!



This is my Godbrother Jayden. He died last August, surprisingly. He is one of a twin which survived from a horrible struggle. They were born at six months. There hearts and lungs were not developed completely. At six months into pregancy, my Godmother had to go under emergency c-section because the twin boys were losing oxygen. The next day after they were born Jayden Sapon died. Its very hard to see one twin and not the other.Seeing the other baby named Isaaiah grow up, laughing and learning how to walk but his brother Jayden in his grave. God Bless him and I hope his soul is in peace with God.This is the last imagine in my mind, the last time before the burial. Its also very hard to write this, but I know we are not the only family dealing with this loss. I just wanted to share this story and show that we have to be careful of what we do in life because we never know when is our time to go next.

My Family Idol


These are my best Godsister's and I love them to death. The oldest one is named Vivian. The reason why I say she is my idol is because she went through alot of struggle and yet she never gave up. Now she is a cop and she loves what she does. I am happy to know that she is one of my successful member in my family. I hope I become successful like her and stay happy as happy as she is. The reason why is because it is easy to fail in life espically if you have no support or rolemodels to look at. I can always ask her for advice and I hope for more happiness in her life.

My Fears

I have some fears ,well almost everything. I scared of almost everything but the main thing is heights. I am scared of height so much. I use to have dreams of me falling from the highest point of a rollercoaster or from the roof of my house. I cant wait to get rid of this fear. The only way is by facing them. But unfortunaetly, I am not ready to.

My Best Friends


I love my best friends they are Dilena, Nicole, Cynthia and of course Melissa. We been through tough times together and yet we are never apart. But for the past couple of weeks things are over the edge with two them. Hopefully, they can put their differences aside and go back like we used to be. I cant stress enough being stuck in the middle of my two bestfriends because it hurts seeing them struggling with their problems. If you guys read this please, you guys need to talk out your problems. We all know you guys miss each other's dearly. I hope things go back like they used to be. Nothing should get in between our friendships. Love You Guys!!!!!!

Betrayal


I never had a feeling stronger for a person in my life until now. A feeling so strong that words cannot explain it. I hate this person with a passion. I am not going to state her name because she knows who she is. This person was my own flesh and blood unit I started denying the fact that she is my cousin. Well, I quess you are wondering why or how I became this way. It takes alot for a person to get me mad. As long as we respect each other, we will get along. But anyways, this so called cousin of mine changed my life for the worst. First off, she told my father that I was doing something Iam against. I wont say what was said but if you have a good imagination, you could figure it out. Because of this not only did I lose my parents trust and I am watched like a hawk with whatever I do but I was almost kicked out the house! Some way to live the last years of your teenage life right? I found out it was her because I asked my father who gave him this dreadful information. I dont know why she did this to me, but I never will forgive her. Would you? The funny thing is that she does eveything I do. She even trys to dress like me! But since she is over wieght, well, you could imagine her wearing minnie skirts. She could never ook like me! What is wrong with her. To top it all off she lives upstairs from my house. Its hard to avoid her. Even though she caused me all this trouble, its slowly happing to her. She sneaks out my house with her boyfriend, which he told me in my face that he is just using her! HHHHHAAAAAAA She is also doing bad in school. It so happen that now she is in the corner all alone with fake people. People whom she thinks that she can trust. Poor baby, Now I am the one laughing!!!!!!!!! I kind of feel bad because this is not my character. But, after all she deserves it.

Friday, October 3, 2008

My Future




School is becoming very stessful. From college essays and scholorships to sats. There is so much to do. Sometimes I wonder if all this will be worth it in the end. I never knew that I would have to look for a college and finally leave my childhood behind. Life does happen to flash before our eyes. Pretty soon I would have to move out of my house and learn to become more independant. I wish that I can be young forever but I know that is never going to happen. Unfortunaetly it is a part of life, I cant wait to have my own home and a good job.



For my future occupation I would want to become a psychologist for criminals. I would like to achieve this because I want to get in a criminals mind, I know that sounds like a bad idea , but I am always ready for a challenge. Besides I get enough practice at home with the siblings that I have. Dominicans seems to be known for having big families. I could hardly keep up at times. Anyways, hopefully I can get used to all this stress that I wont have to see my nerves twicthing anymore. I never knew life was this hard, life isnt easy anymore. But I can thank God for all of support I have and keep going forward. With that I will never Fail.



For the future I want to be able to have my own house, have a nice car and have plenty of money for luxuries. Then eventually, I would want to get married and have many of kids . Many people think that I am weird of wanting so many children, but I was raised with many kids even until now. My life would be different without them. What do you think?